I have recently started dating after my divorce. I thought it would be pretty interesting and fun. But what I realize is that I do not like dating. I do not like all the pretense and game playing... I thought at a certain age we mature and act differently and respect peoples feelings but it's apparently not so.
Date number one: nice guy, nice conversation we go to dinner and we have a really nice time. We email and text message and its a nice begining until a few days later I get a call from his wife! Wtf?
Date number two: nice guy I talk to him a little longer than the first. I am trying to do all of my homework so that I may avoid any other horrible phone calls. We meet and go listen to a really good blues band. We talk for hours and I really enjoyed his company. Heres my problem, I don't know what to do next? Do I call or not? Do I email or text? And if he doesn't respond what do I do? Now I have seen the movie "He's just not that into you"... So I have no problems with just having that one nice date and moving on. But how do you know if it seems like they like you? And what does that even look like? Ugggh I hate dating!
So because I am hyper I sent a text the next evening... And then I sent like three more... I think that may have been too much. So the next day no response I send a text in the evening and he tells me that he will call me when he gets of work... so at 1106 no call and I think it will be really dumb if I text again. So I will chalk this one up as a loss but it did let me know that it was possible for me to enjoy someones company and have a good time in that moment. Now I need to stop over thinking everything...geeez this is tuff
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